now,i jus wanna let nature take its course.
i'm really wore out. tired.
if u turly love someone, u would giv him/her ur most u can give,care,concern and protect. and not hurting him/her.
think back,the incident that happened. im so worried, i care about u.bt i hate myself for cant be able to give a helping hand.
at the same time u did not want to go into that matter. you say u wouldnt be that childish. but now i realise, u r giving ur protection.
when im feeling low, not feeling well, u aren't here for me.
u r not the one whom i know earlier on whom i woo for.(i dare to say i woo for u. as i would like to get every moment of it by myself.)
the one who tease me nearly bout everything.
the one who sweet talk me.
the one who become my supper khaki.
the one who always missed me.
the one who always rush to meet me (when u r in NS)
the one who is there when im sick.
the one who acc me thru nearly everyday.
the one who share a room with me.
the one who i cried for when u left for camp.
the one who called me every night.
the one who even care what i wore when out with frens.
the one who scolded me when im in the wrong.
the one who care for me.
the one who called up many many times in a day to check on me.
the one who rush me home when its late.
the one who send me home when its late.
the one who walk me to ur home.
i miss you. hugs. kisses.
you are now a totally different person whom i know.
for the first yr its like sososo sweet.
following yr was fading...
when we first started for like jus few months. u gave me a bomb that u r going to ns. i drop tears immediately.
after u when in, i cried everynight.
same things happended everynight for the past 1 yr 10 months.
finally i was so happy that i've make it throught.:)
finally i can see u everyday.
but things didn't go so smoothly.
things starts happening.
till now im really tired.
hai.. whatever. im jus goin to let nature take its course.
nice recall-ing.
here, my greatest wishes to all the couples out there, cherish. :) alright, im going to have my meals. :)
